On 26th Dec 2008, I proposed my life partner for the first time. Night After Christmas, Half an Hour before the Girl hostel closing timing, After dropping her form the Mathematics Tuition Class in Nagpur, I expressed my feelings to her without bothering about what she has plans for me or not. For a teenage boy, any proposal takes a varied emotions imbalance when he is afraid of the rejection and keeps on postponing his proposal dates because of the fear of Rejection. But on this day I over came this fear…
Today After 6 years of this incident, I wrote a poem in Indian National Language (HINDI) expressing same emotional imbalance what I had on those days:
Puchna Hai TUM se Muze kuch Magar
Darta HU TUM Naa To Nahi Kahogi
Jab Dekah tumko pheli bar
Karne laga man mei batien do char
Kuch Meethi thi, Kuch Khatti thi
Par Baiten Dil se Sacchi thi
Usme tha Kabi ikraar aur kabi inkaar
Socha tum se Puch hi lu, par
Darta tha TUM Naa To Nahi Kahogi
Socha Tumhe, Chaha Tumha
Har pal apna mana tumhe
Dil ki aawaz aane lagi labo pe
Par roka maine kuhd ko is daar se
Puchunga to tum Naa to Nahi Kahogi
Sadiya Raat Ho gai
Gharwalo se baat ho gai
Samay ki seedi jo humne Chadi thi
Aaage shayad saamapt se ho gai
Puchna tha tumse magar
Darta that Tum Na to Nahi Kahogi
Sacchi Jhuti baato mei jo teri hasi thi
Na Jane Kab meri Zindagi ban gai
Yu hi bani Kavita se puch liea,
PARI, TUM KAHI NAA TO NAHI KAHOGI ???
Ye hai mere sapno ka haalath
Ab raha na jata teri bin kare kuch baat
Ab shabdo ke alaankar se puch hi liea
Kahi Tum Naa To Nahi Kahogi
Khena hai Tum se Aaj Bhi Magar
Darta Hu, Tum Naa to Nahi Kahogi…
-Tapish Dongre